I look up the street and I see your house now
I see the sun but the cold begins
I can’t bear to feel it anymore, I had to go and leave, follow pain within
Everything went and changed the day you left
Now I sit awake dying here instead

I hope you don’t hate me for following a path of substance
And self abuse so I can keep on running
So I can go and chase a darker truth
So I appreciate all of the brighter views
So I can feel the things that went and ruined you
So I can realize what it takes to choose

I can’t even hear your voice inside my head
Can’t even think of all the funny shit you said