I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might
When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might
Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for

You're taking me out of the ordinary
I want you laying me down
Till we're dead and buried
On the edge of your knife
Staying drunk on your vine
The angels up in the clouds
Are jealous knowing we found
Something so out of the ordinary
You got me kissing the ground of your sanctuary
Shatter me with your touch
Oh, Lord, return me to dust
The angels up in the clouds
Are jealous knowing we found...

And something's breakin' up (breakin' up)
I feel like givin' up (like givin' up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go
But there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go
So dishonestly
Leave a note
For you, my only one
And I know
You can see right through me
So let me go
And you will find someone

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OCrw5c79_7U

— So... You've found something? Let me hear it.

I try to fight this strong sensation
But there's no chance to escape from this temptation
Feels like I've known you before
Repeating phrases, but I yearn for something more

[vampire_Blue]

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=6vJ_zHe_p60

I hope to God that you leave me soon, that you walk away
From this burnin' bridge that you crossed too late
And you just forget that we ever met
But before you forget, there's just something I have to say..
ᴵ'ᵐ ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵛᵒⁱᶜᵉ, ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶜʰᵒⁱᶜᵉˢ, ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵘʳᵉ, ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖᵃⁱⁿ ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖʳᵉˢˢᵘʳᵉ, ˢⁱᶜᵏ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵍᵃᵐᵉ..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CkGO_9fkqL8

⸻ When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do ⸻

Something 'bout you
Makes me feel like a dangerous woman
Something 'bout, something 'bout
Something 'bout you
Makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't
Something 'bout, something 'bout
Something 'bout
#SeductiveSunday w/ Apolo ♡

"If you can't bleed for something, are you even truly alive?"

Mmmm, I guess it's already a waste of time.. - suspiro- Should I continue to wait for something?